In June, 2003 my Bible study partner, Metroplex chaplain Jaime Guajardo,came in to my office here at Metroplex Hospital with Bible verses that had really moved him that particular morning during his devotional time. He shared with me:
"In the year of King Uzziah's death I saw the Lord sitting on a throne,lofty and exalted, with the train of His robe filling the temple. Seraphin stood above Him, each having six wings, with two he covered his face, and with two he covered his feet and with two he flew. And one called out to another and said, 'Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord of hosts, the whole earth is full of His glory.' And the foundations of the thresholds trembled at the voice of him who called out, while the temple was filling with smoke. Then I said, 'Woe is me for I am ruined! Because I am a man of unclean lips. And I live among a people of unclean lips. For my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts.' Then one of the seraphim flew to me with a burning coal in his hand, which he had taken from the altar with tongs. He touched my mouth with it and said, 'Behold, this has touched your lips and your iniquity is taken away and your sin is forgiven.' Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, ''Whom shall I send and who will go for Us?' Then I said, 'Here am I, send me!' (Isaiah 6:1-8)
The passage spoke powerfully to me too and so for an hour we discussed these verses. Then, a couple of days later while I was in my office I picked up a book called "The Ways of God" by Henry Blackaby and Roy T. Edgemon. Sometimes I will take a moment in my office to read a paragraph or a page of this book until I am finished with it. I was somewhere in the middle of the book where I had left off the last time days before and there again was Isaiah chapter 6. Again, the verses made a strong impression on me. After this second time I was really impressed to learn more about God's holiness. I went to a Christian bookstore and was lead to purchase a book by RC Sproul called, "The Holiness of God." I began reading that very evening and there it was again, Isaiah chapter 6.
Three times in 10 days... then I went on vacation to Virginia to visit my sister and her family. My brother-in-law is a pastor there. During the service he had the congregation turn to a responsive reading which is a reading in which he reads and then the congregation responds. The responsive reading was again Isaiah chapter 6. Then he announced, "Let's sing the old hymn, 'Send Me.' "
By now I understand the Lord is showing me Isaiah chapter 6, but I don't know what He's trying to say. I want to know so I ask Him to show me.
I end up at the same Christian bookstore and am lead to purchase another book this time on CD by Henry Blackaby called, "Hearing God's Voice." As I listened I began to feel my entire spirit move in line with God's will.
It was followed by an incredible peace within me and I knew, "Steve you have definitely been called to serve in the mission field, but it wasn't time to go yet.
A couple of days later I even shared with those I work with the entire story I have shared with you so far and there I was asking and waiting on God to show me the rest when He was ready. I didn't have to wait long.
The very next weekend my wife Connie and I were in Dallas visiting. We had dropped the kids off at Six Flags and decided to pop in on my brother Pat who owns a soccer store in Mesquite. He was working. I was looking around the store when all of a sudden Pat asked me a very strange question, "Steve, have you ever been to Guatemala?" "No," was my reply, "Why?" "No reason." Then about fifteen minutes later with his head buried in his work behind the checkout counter he said, "Steve, I'm going to Guatemala." "What? Why? What are you talking about? Are you going to visit?" Pat said, "I'm going to visit." "What are you going to go there for?" I asked. "I'm going to work with a kind of refugee camp that helps immigrants who are on their way to the United States from South America."
I said, "Did you have a dream, a vision or what?" He said, "I had a vision and then he added, "Steve, you and Chaplain Jaime were there too."
"What were we doing there?" I asked. "We will build a church and a school there and Jaime will preach at the church and Steve, you will be the liaison between support in the states and this mission. Steve, this will be huge. We will have a 2,000-acre ranch with five houses on it that will be self-sufficient. Local families will be housed there and they will grow crops and raise animals there that will be used to keep food on the tables for the immigrants and us.
This was all he was able to tell me at that time since he was at work.
On the drive home I shared my brother's vision with my wife Connie reluctantly as I wasn't sure how my wife would respond to this news. She didn't say much, but asked to use my cell phone to call her mother out in Odessa, Texas. Her mother was glad to hear from her saying she had just gotten off the phone with Connie's brother Mark who lives in Kansas City. She said they were just getting last minutes preparations made before they would leave later in the week on a mission trip to Guatemala.
"Guatemala!" Connie exclaimed as she turned to look at me. After she finished conversing with her mom, Connie hung up and said, "I guess we should call my brother when they get back from Guatemala to see what's going on down there." I agreed.
The next evening I called my brother in Mesquite to get more details about his vision. He said he was sound asleep at 1 AM when his dog started barking outside his window and woke him up so he went out on the couch. He tossed and turned finally getting up to read Romans chapter 12 and as he got to the verse explaining how we all have different gifts he had the vision. "How did you know it was Guatemala?" I asked. He said he didn't know, he just saw it and knew it was the country below Mexico. He explained that he had barely even heard of Guatemala so he had to spend time on the Internet that morning to see where it was on the global map. And there it was at the southern most border of Mexico sandwiched between Mexico and South America.
A couple of months earlier I had had a dream (I never remember my dreams) and I saw myself driving a very expensive silver Mercedes. I knew it wasn't about the car, but that I would be coming into a lot of money.
The dream made such a strong impression on me that I shared it with one of my staff persons the next day. As Pat finished telling me the details of his dream he told me that we would be buying this ranch... "Steve, we're going to come in to a lot of money." What?" I replied. "Millions of dollars Steve." "Oh, Pat." I said, and I told him about my dream. We were both amazed at God's handiwork. What an awesome God we serve! I remember thinking I don't even know anyone from Guatemala.
The next day was a Monday and I called a friend of mine to tell her about this amazing series of events. She said, "I have a really good friend from Guatemala. Her name is Laura." I almost fell out of my chair. "I know her!" I exclaimed. I just met her two weeks ago at a dinner gathering. She went on a mission trip to Mexico with the Jr. High youth from our church this summer. My son was one of the missionaries.
A few days later I was able to share this story with Laura. Laura, an only child, had lost her father when she was one. Laura's mother went to be with the Lord three years ago. However, Laura still had an aunt and uncle who lived in Guatemala. As I shared the story with her she listened intently. Upon finishing she said, "I grew up in Austin although I spent summers in Guatemala visiting family. I have an aunt and an uncle who live there and Steve, they've been praying for many years for what sounds just like what you've told me." She would make phone calls to her aunt as soon as she could to find out exactly what her aunt and uncle have been praying for and how God had put this on their hearts. Two days ago Laura was able to speak with her aunt and as she shared this story her aunt got goosebumps. "This is exactly what we've been praying for." She has offered to be our host as we travel to Guatemala and continue this incredible journey.